Sunday, November 09, 2008
hmmm okay on a sunday eveningg..chatting wif my mum and dad...i found tat both of them have really diff views on things..i was telling them abt kayaking..tat i went and saw the competition today and i said i was really interested and stuff..then my dad gets it..he say as long as i can maange my studies not failing any then i can continue..but my mum on the other hand dun get it..she say..u go kayak..go eat transport all tat need money..and if u go training means less time to work..so less money..and moreoever its not like as if kayak will help u in the future..its not like a language or sth tat can hgelp u in your work next time..then she started comparing me and other ppl..saying tat okayy..u see ah..this person is taking business then she go take another japanese course..this is not waste of time and money..because it might be useful for her work next time..and my ma say to me tat..kayaking rock climbing all those is waste of time and money..wads the use of training and stuff and go competition..so wad if u win.even if u got a big trophey or medal..so? u put at home..then wanan do wad wif it? collect dust..or worse if u din win..all the time and effort is for wad?..then i told her is interest interest!..then i told her wad my friend told me last time..is tat if tats really my type of thing and i love it..i can consider being a coach..
to me its a consideration..but to her its still a nono..to her there is no such thing as interest or wadsoever...its like shes soo damn materialistic laaa..everything must be beneficial in the money sense then she will encourage me to do it de..so sian..but no matter wad i will not quit de..will not have a second time..but i really hope she understand sia..i dun want to do things behind her back or bluff her..so sian...
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